what a stupid i'm?

in the begining...i thought to wrote along long essay for thz blog..afte more that hours waiting, reading, thinking etc etc.... and the clock show 0015, its quite late, or very late for me to sleep...

i decide to said to myself... that, what ever happen let i be... follow the flow... ever its hard and sad or happy....



Event i want to cry tonite... let its be...



How stupid i'm... waiting..keep blame myself even i pray to ALLAH... but when ALLAh gave what i want.. i regret... so bad am i?



ExW- i hope you happy with ur new life, sory if i distrubed u all past few months..if u said ealier taht you hv other... im ok... i can accept, but you keep silence and make me stupid:-(



So... i need new life... a happy life after thiz...



Bye bye ....



Tommorow ...



im waiting

good nite.....

Last..not lease... Kenapa la aku kena tipu bulat2? Mudahnye kena tipu..bengang GILER aku...

dah lah 3G Celcom ni lembab macam nak mam**s... Tension aku:-((

BUkan tension sagt..Frust la tur, org lain dpat lebih best pada dier..kita dulu dapat biasa-biaser jer..kuang3x

22.10.2007 (Monday) After 10 days hari raye holiday. Came to office with new hope, that i will happy with my works. More than 10 loan applications on the table...

23.10.2007 (Tuesday) Went to Senawang with Business Infranstructure Officer, visiting building that proposed by one cooperative thrugh my boss...

Afternoon, CT invited all district staff or hari Raya lunch....Thanks CT

24.10.2007 (Wednesday) Management Meeting... Everybody keep silence and tension (read blog post before:-)) Afternoon-Fairwell party for our beloved CC. He will retire tommorow. Evening, meeting continued-stress already coll...

25.10.2007 (Thursday) Management Meeting II-Breifing from head department and HQ officer... Evening-Hari Raya Open day for the company.... Most of the staffs going 'hot' when the program delay couse of VVIP late:-(

26.10.2007 (Friday) Two (2) or our staffs hv been promoted to HQ. Congratulate to them.... New chanllenge for us, because the two dedication officer left us in the middle of turbulance:((

Accompanite our HQ officer for site visit. this in for 10th time..ater 3 years, nothing happened. only visit...paperwork...visit again n new paper...

Nite-Sent Rick to KLIA. he go to Beijing....

27.10.2007 (Saturday) Clean the house... prepared another paperwork... stress.. read some blog... and suprising...

My exw**e having relation with new partner. I hope she happy now after 4 months devorced. I glad she happy... But what i litle bit frust when she give and used mystuff to her new men- kurang asam.... if i know, i will take all the things..

Evening... After frust..went to Dengkil for open house hari raya. 1st time i drove to dengkil...Thanks Doc for the invitation:-)

28.10.2007 (Sunday) Had Nasi Lemak Ayam for breakfast at Jalan Rasah'?' and stay at house till evening.. 5pm went to hari raya open house in desarhu, SikamatSeremban. Thanks Ida for invitation..Maybe next weekend my turn:-P

Tumpang solat Asar di Masjid Desarhu Sikamat

my world.....

21st Century...

Our communication - Wireless

Our dress - Topless

Our telephone - Cordless

Our cooking - Fireless

Our youth - Jobless

Our food - Fatless

Our labour - Effortless

Our conduct - Worthless

Our relation - Loveless

Our attitude - Careless

Our feelings - Heartless

Our politics - Shameless

Our education - Valueless

Our follies - Countless

Our arguments - Baseless

Our boss - Brainless

Our Job - Thankless

Our Salary - Very less

Taman Negari Endau Rompin, Pahang 1

Hari raya 4, went to taman negeri Endau Rompin, Pahang. 57km from Kuala Rompin town....

my babies

Some pics from hari raya with my nephews....

Total of thems, 8 for now... this the newest three meh..

only thiz can i upload tonite after more than aday trying:-((